Time will prove my love for you
I know taking this step, of making you hate me are very risky and hard for you to believe and trust me again, but I still believe our 1 year 7 months love and relationship can overcome this little obstacles. If we put through and be together again, it all fate and destiny. But if we didn't, it prove that we are not the right one for each other.
All I can said is time will tell and prove if my love for you is real or fake. The reason why I tell you all this and created a blog is I told myself till you can move on and be happy without me, I will then revealed you my actually intentions. But it kind of sad that you actually mention that I am a jerk... very disappointing but I know only you give me name like this, means you had really hate me to the core and you will move on with a happy life. I admitted that my actions and intentions are really very hurtful, so I wish to take this chance to tell you I am really Sorry. Actually this thinking and intentions I start to act when we had the first broke up. If you remember? But I know if we broke up and leave you a good memories, for your character, it will be difficult and hard for you to let go. So I have no choice but to hurt you first and then explain to you now. Cause I really dont want you to suffer with me for another 2 years.
